Life has been quite surprising lately. Things that I valued have changed and my priorities took a U-turn. A lot many times I am criticised for my bold outlook towards life. I would laugh, play, gossip and meet people which apparently is not what is expected out of a woman at my age. Hurts!! in fact a lot.
I have my own morals, my own beliefs and I want to live these. Not just blindly follow the rules society had created ages back due to some reasons that might not even exist now.
People call me immature, some say I have attitude, make me feel so trivial that sometimes all I think about is: "Why? Am I so bad?” I don’t get a reply because my mind is not in a state to decide rather it’s more under shock.
I want to live life on my own terms and till the time I am a major as per the constitution I have the right to live my life the way I want too. Then why all these names?? Why all that back biting? Why would someone say I pretend being nice while I am not?? Why should someone say I believe in dog fights when I don’t ??
I am not liable to answer everyone in the world. In fact I have the right to decide what I answer and what I don’t. Then why ask me for explanations always? Y not accept me as I am ... Good, Bad or Ugly ... it’s me!!
The burden of all these is so huge that it is resulting in physical manifestation of emotional dilemma...
7 comments:
I truly believe you being yourself will definitely make people know you better and they will get to know what actually you are, I will always support you in all aspect of life be it good bad or ugly :)
Live life King Size. There is absolutely nothing wrong in your style of living. SO i think you should absolutely have no fear in living life your style, its one life and enjoy it as much as you can ............be happy always!!! :)
wah wah wah wah....
aisa dard hain ki sherz arza karne ko ji chahta hain..
mulayaza farmaiyega: ;)
'ke aakar hamari kabr par jo tumne muskara diya....
bijli kadak kar gir gayi saaara kafan zala diya....'
Lol…this was awesome..:) I liked it...Just B what you are.
And as I always say: Begin with full strength the rest is easy going..
When the going gets tough (tougher. toughest)
The tough (tougher,toughest)gets goinnng :)
Wonderful Taroona!! Br ur self :-) u r the best as u r...and you can spend all ur life tryign to be what others want u to be....but may never succeed...so go on be Taroona!! and thats it :-)
Love
Shanti
Nahi... u do give some evidences of immaturity, when u say that u really get confused to d extent to question urself "Why? Am I so bad?” based on d comments of some actually confused n immature ppl... lol... neways, nothing to b taken very seriously... i appreciate immaturity... :)
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